Cut to Bleed

good day everyone

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 22:54:17 GMT

just wanted to say
HELLO!!!!!

all is well

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 23:46:56 GMT

I am so becoming the me i want to be,I have found the joy and sparkle i once lost. I want all my pals to know even if i do not post i read evey day and enjoy all of your different personality's.
I am going to do great things

I possess the power

I miss hugs and kisses like when you still get butterflies in your tummy and it is new, i hate to say it but everyone was right i got married to young i am sad shawn is the only guy i have ever slept with...
i need to try some new stuff but be faithful stops me...damn
i have a crush

i have even dreamed about him...you know who you are!

Tue, 15 Mar 2005 17:57:29 GMT

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: Umm no!
2. Ran away: Nope, I did but it was lame your granny’s house behind your mom house haha I am a nerd.
3. Pictured your crush naked: who haven’t I pictured naked.
4. Skipped school: Oh No Never!
5. Broken someone's heart: Unfortuantlly Yes!
6. Been in love: Yep
7. Cried when someone died: Yes!
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Yep
9. Broken a bone: a lot of em…
10. Done something embarrassing: uhh ya this is me here! DUH!!
11. Lied: Only little white ones!
12. Cried in school: no way.

WHICH IS [BETTER]...
13. Coke or Pepsi: coke
14. Sprite or 7UP: 7up
15. Girls or Guys: Its good to have a mix of both
16. Flowers or Candy: Flowers
17. Scruff or Clean shaved: A little of both
18. Blondes or Brunettes: blondes
19. bitchy or slutty: You say Bitchy like its a bad thing?
20. Tall or Short: Tall
21. Pants or Shorts: Pants
22. Night or Day: Day at the river.. Night at the Beach!

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...
23. What do you notice first: Eyes, Hair and shoes!! Damn I’m kind of stuck up
24. Like Being Spanked: Maybe …
25. Worst Question For HIM/HER to ask: does this smell funny? Or let’s try anal?
27. Stepped outside: Yep
28. Had Sex: Yes

ABOUT YOU...
29. Ever been Engaged/ Married: haha I am married… 4 years this Thursday
30. Your Good luck charm: My man and Mo
31. Person You Hate Most: oh god not enough space
32. Best Thing That Has Happened: I would say meeting Shawn
33. Where did it go? Whoever made this asks some dumb questions
34. Picture on your desktop: my work logo
36. Movie: Gray Beach and garden state
37. Artist or band: I don’t have a week to name them!
38. Cars: 2004 Chevy aveo
39. Ice Cream: I don’t really like Ice Cream
41. Food: I love bread oh yummy! But I just have to be careful eating to much!

WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh: Marina and Michelle
43. Makes You Smile: My nephew
44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: Shawn
45. Has A Crush On You: Everyone has a crush on me!
46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: uhh Jesse James is nice!
47. Who Has It Easier?: between guys and girls? Guys
48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: uhh most boys with tattoos
DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: Hell No!
50. sat up all night drink with heather and dusty
51. Save E-mails: Nope
52. Forwarded Secret E-mails: No
53. Wish You Were Someone Else: just a skinny version of myself
54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: Hell No
55. Wear perfume: yeah happy and happy heart
56. Kiss: I would rather have sex than kiss
57. Cuddle: nah I cant sit still that long
58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: uhh I work all day so I am online a lot!

HAVE YOU EVER....
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?: yes and married him
60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: uhh no
61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day? Yep
62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day? no
63. Been Rejected?: uhh have you seen my ass rejection is my middle name!
64. Been In Love?: Yes
65. Been In Lust?: Yep
66. Used Someone?: Yeah but they knew it
67. Been Used?: YEP
68. Dumped Someone?: Yep
69. Been Cheated On?: Yep
70. Back Doored It?: no comment
71. Done Something You Regret?: I try not to regret anything

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?: shawn kiss goodbye this morning
74. You Hugged?: my kitty
75. You Instant Messaged?: uhh heather like two nights ago
76. You Kissed?: Shawn
77. You Yelled At?: Poor Marina
78. You Dreamed About?: Shrug I don’t know
79. Who Text Messaged You?: Verizon
80. Who Broke Your Heart?: Shawn but he fixed it too
81. Who Told You They Loved You?: my man he loves me so much!
DO YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? yep
83. Have Tattoos? Yeah 8
84. Have Piercings?: yes 8
83. Have A Girlfriend/Boyfriend? Yes her name is marina shhhh don’t tell
86. Own A Webcam?: yes
87. Own A Thong?: That’s all I own
88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: Yep
89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch? Koneshtiezer mushi hozieren? Do I don’t speak Dutch
90. Habla espanol?: 4 years in High School and all I can say is where is the bathroom!
91. Buy Designer: no not really

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: mostly when I was six from the brachs candy thing
93. Smoke?: Yeah.. Everyone has to have a flaw!
94. Schizophrenic?: Nope
95. Obsessive?: Sometimes
96. Compulsive?: Yep
97. Obsessive compulsive?: Sometimes
98. Panic?: Sometimes
99. Anxiety?: Sometimes
100. Stressed?: Yep

cause i am stupid

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 19:24:48 GMT

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Steph
2. stephie
3. slang

THREE TYPES OF MUSIC YOU LIKE:
1. Rock
2. Punk
3. UHH....punk rock?

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my laugh it is pure…
2. my makeup style
3. my hair

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my weight
2. my huge ass
3. my lack of self esteem

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Polish
2. German
3. German

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Spiders that jump
2. being alone
3. my mother in law

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. eyebrows
2. shirt
3. bra

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. black shirt
2. black pants
3. black shoes (no I am not at a funeral…worse at work)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS (at the moment):
1. skindrid
2. the cure
3. depeche mode

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. loving myself
2. getting out of the house more often
3. having a baby

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. fun
2. love
3. honesty

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. meat on da bones
2. tattoos
3. facial hair...like goatees, not just a moustache..AH

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Be nice to people to be polite
2. laugh at a stupid joke.
3. get out of surgery

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. seeing bands play
2. watching movies
3. talking to people i care about

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go HOME!!!
2. Lay in bed
3. be loved

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Business owner
2. housewife/stay at home mom
3. Millionaire

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. greece
2. italy
3. anywhere in the carribean

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Jaxson
2. Brooklyn
3. Ashlyn

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Be skinny
2. have kids
3. live a full, happy life

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I think farting and pooping is funny
2. I joke alot about sex and boobies
3. I'd rather spread my legs then cross them

THREE WAYS I AM STEREOTYPICALLY A CHICK
1. I wear a buttload of makeup
2. I have to have my hair done to leave the house
3. I cry at sappy comercials

THREE CELEB CRUSHES
1. Jesse James
2. Jude Law
3. Jack Black

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 18:22:36 GMT

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (Name of first pet / Street you live on): Roxy Picatulla

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (Name of your favorite snack food / Grandfather's first name): Cookie Kristoff

3. YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME: (First word you see on your left / Favorite restaurant): Kitty Claimjumper

4. EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS: (Favorite Spice / Last Foreign Vacation Spot): Cinnamon Hawaii

5. SOCIALITE ALIAS: (Silliest Childhood Nickname / Town Where You First Partied): Tito Sunnymead

6. "FLY GIRL/BOY" ALIAS (a la J. Lo): (First Initial / First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name): S La

7. ICON ALIAS: (Something Sweet Within Sight / Any Liquid in Your Kitchen): Pearberry Fruit20

8. DETECTIVE ALIAS: (Favorite Baby Animal / Where You Went to High School): Tadpole Green Valley

9. BARFLY ALIAS: (Last Snack Food You Ate / Your Favorite Alcoholic Drink): Oatmeal MaiTai

10. SOAP OPERA ALIAS: (Middle Name / Street Where You First Lived): Dianna Via Buena

11. ROCK STAR ALIAS: (Favorite Candy / Last Name Of Favorite Musician): Butterfingers white

12. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: ( First 2 letters of your first name and the first 3 Letters from your last name makes your first name. Take the first 2 letters of your mother's maiden name and the first 3 letters of the city you were born in): Stlan Scred

love me ....NOW!

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 17:51:21 GMT

1. Your name spelled backwards? Einahpets

2. Where were your parents born? Greenboat Tennesee, Sweetwater Texas

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? anit virus stuff.

4. What's your favorite restaurant? : Bj's and umm in and out.

5. Last time you swam in a pool? : this morning at the gym

6. Have you ever been in a school play? no i am too shy.

7. How many kids do you want? like 6-7 j/k 3-4

8. Type of music you dislike most? umm i guess rap

9. Are you registered to vote? no i am a communist

10. Do you have a car? 2005 aveo/ 2004 chevy h/d truck lifted oh ya baby!
11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? what?? why have you?

12. Ever prank call anybody? : Michelle and i did a million times to KROQ.

13. Ever get a parking ticket? : no. i have never had a ticket.

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?: no.

15. Furthest places you ever traveled? : Hawaii/ Figi

16. Do you have a garden? : yes.

17. What's the size of your bed? : cal king.

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? god i hope so.

19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? shower, morning.

20. Best movies you've seen in the past 4 months? oh my to many to list NETFLIX BABY!

21. What's the next movie you want to see? : miss congenialty 2

22. Chips or popcorn? : popcorn

23. Have you ever broken any hearts? : no i am too nice. plus only one guy has ever loved me.

24. Premarital sex? : HELL Yes

25. Are you a good cook? : have you seen my mna's belly hahaha

26. Orange or Apple juice? : Orange

27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine? shawn at ZOV's bistro in Laguna beach.

28. Favorite type of drink? :water w/ lemon.

29. Best thing in the world? : my man and my mom

30. Have you ever broken a bone? to many to list

31. Have you ever won a trophy? : no... well sorta this is really corny...shawn got me this thing that says trophy wife and it looks like a trophy hahaha

32. What is your favorite board game? : uhh pictionary

33. What is your dream car? : and old gto or a charger

34. Ever order an article from an infomercial? : yeah and it electricuted my tummy bastards they sadi it could work in my sleep ...j/k nope internet shopper.

35. Coke or Pepsi? diet coke.

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? :oh god yes..carls jr, bakers, body shapers on and on and on.

37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? : uhh blood thinners for my granny.

38. Who are you going to marry? shhh his name is shawn and i think we already are..

39. Who would you like to meet? jack black and jack white and see who is the better jack!

40. Do you believe in love at first sight? :yes.

41. What features do you find most attractive in the gender you are attracted to?: uhh the whole thing but i would say the arms and neck..

42. Where would you go for a romantic evening? the beach...

43. How many pairs of shoes do you own? : like 100

44. Last song stuck in your head? : aBout to rock- AC/DC
45. Any pets? Chillid. Hopefully a kitty soon.

46. What's your all time favorite Saturday Night Live Character?ANYTHING BY CHRIS FARLEY.

47. What is one thing you would like to learn to do? be a model

48. What do you do when you are bored? get tatoos hahaha

49. What is one thing would you want someone to appreciate about you? that i need everyone to love me.

50. What is one thing you are grateful for today? beds and comfy pillows

i am worht so much!

Fri, 25 Feb 2005 19:55:10 GMT

I am worth $1,905,050.00 on HumanForSale.com

helooo i am alive

Mon, 07 Feb 2005 20:57:53 GMT

Just been busy with all that is going on in my life!
wELL...
lets see
i am going into surgery for my kidney on 3/19 and i am fine!
just having a medcine thing attached so my kidney will be healthy.
I am also on the path of weight loss more so now i have lost 41 lbs and i am on target to be at my goal weight by ummm i think oct of this yearso i am happy about that.

I also found out my sister is havinf another little one and is due in august or sept wich is nice!
Other than that i am just fine! no babies yet for me but i am doing well and hope to start my fertility like in may or june! so happy about that also.
Kathy!!!!
hope things are good for you you are always in my thoughts and prayers. I am super busy so i am going to get back to this pile of rubbish on my desk much love to all and peace be with you!
--stephanie

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 19:32:04 GMT

ha ha this is always my goal

Thu, 30 Dec 2004 17:07:09 GMT

Your New Years Resolution Should Be: Get rid of your "computer butt"

You've got more than "back" - you've got a big, fat ass.
And it's probably because you count multiple IM sessions as exercise
So, get yourself on the Hacker's Diet, stat...
And then you can stop pretending that you're a hot chick in chat rooms.

What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be?

Fri, 12 Nov 2004 16:18:30 GMT

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 23:05:30 GMT

1. First Name: stephanie
2. Were you named after anyone? dads ex girlfriend
3. Do you wish on stars? nope wishes are stupid
4. When did you last cry? ummm a while ago
5. Do you like your handwriting? No I don't
6. What is your favorite lunch meat? ham
7. What is your birth date? august 31
8. What is your most embarrassing CD?new kids on the block when i was like 8 or 9
9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? No because i dont have any friends really just cool people i hang with sometimes.
10. Are you a daredevil? oh yes!.
11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? Nope
12. Do looks matter? yes and no
13. How do you release anger? yell, kick bite scream
14. Where is your second home? anywhere with my man!
15. Do you trust others easily? Just shawn my man
16. What was your favorite toy as a child? my glow worm
17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless? Math
18. Do you have a journal? Yes
19. Do you use sarcasm a lot? yep
20. Your nicknames? Tito mac 5000 stuffy peaka sweet pea punkin boogie shushhi<-- my nephew is 17months
23. Would you bungee jump? hell ya
24. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Nope
26. Do you think that you are strong? No!
27. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate Peanut butter
28. Shoe Size? 9
29. red/pink? red
30. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? I have a poochie stomach and i wish i did not and my tits sag cause they are so big.
31. Who do you miss most? Michelle from texas.
32. Do you want everyone you send this to send it back? Yes
33. What color pants and shoes are you wearing? black and pink pinstripes and black boots
34. What are you listening to right now? kcal rock all night
35. Last thing you ate? slad from wendy's
36. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? black
37. What is the weather like right now? Cold, cloudly
38. Last person you talked to on the phone? My mom
39. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? shoes and crotch
40. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Well she ifamily and i do love her!~
42. Favorite Drink? water w/ lemon
43. Favorite Sport? Baseball/ snow boarding and x games winter or summer!
44. Hair Color? black with red and blonde
45. Eye Color? green
46. Do you wear contacts? no
48. Favorite Food? anything mexican
49. Last Movie You Watched? underworld my fav movie
51. Scary Movies or Happy Endings? scary movies
52. Summer or winter? winter
53. Hugs or Kisses? kisses
55. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? uhhh chz cake
58. Living Arrangements? husband in an apartment
59. What Books Are You Reading? ummm i think it is called wisdom for the mordern lady..it is from 1930 it is a trip
60. What's On Your Mouse Pad? co-op where i work
62. What Did You Watch Last night on TV? americas next top model
63. Favorite Smells? Rain
64. Rolling Stones or Beatles? the stones man!
65. Do you believe in Evolution or Creation? Creation
66. What's the furthest you've been from home? oh i dont know home is where my husband is so never far!

Wed, 20 Oct 2004 20:34:42 GMT

life is good
been super busy
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kathy your mike is in my prayers, hope everything gets better.
things are going good here i hit my 3 month remission and i feel good about it, i am on a daily IV every morning untill my kidney is strong again, it has been somewhat week.
I miss my friends from school, life seems to keep going and i feel like i am the only thing that stands still.
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We are going to get a new dog in march a pug his name is undetemined but i am so exited for him. I am thinking of calling him Deagon ar drake or dexter, i dont know why but i like names that start with D. I am ready fro winter and cold this weather makes me high.
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So to all i am gone.... i am going to the queen mry next weekend for shipwreck 2004 it is so cool
it is a haunted ship qnd it has mazes and spooky stuff i am way excited!!!!!!!!!!!
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here is the link in case you want to check check check it out!
http://www.queenmaryshipwreck.com

here is this picture..hope you all enjoy it

Wed, 06 Oct 2004 21:39:47 GMT

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v164/Francella/a21851ee.jpg

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 15:16:13 GMT

Stolen from--> stevesucksass

About you....
1. Name: Stephanie
2. Age (the truth, damnit):22
3. Where on Earth do you live:Yucaipa, CA
4. What makes you happy:My husband and my friends
5. What have you been listening to lately:Three days grace and modest mouse
6. Do you enjoy reading my LJ.......Well?....Do you?:Yes..your super hot!
7. If so, why:aww cause you make me laugh and your hot!
8. Interesting fact about you:I am alomost blind and deaf but love who i am!
9. Are you in love at the moment:Everyday for eight wonderful years
10. Favorite destination:Las Vegas
11. Favorite quote:Hear the meaning within the word- william shakespeare
12. Will you post this in your LJ:Yes

RECOMMENDATIONS....
1. A movie:Empire Records
2. A book:The willow people- steve keans
3. A band, song, or album:Anything by The white stripes

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 22:41:43 GMT

got a new icon thought is was soooo cute!
and i hope you all enjoy it!

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 22:12:57 GMT

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v160/bease/Funny%20GIF%20images/hippo.gif

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 16:42:48 GMT

forgive this post sucked and it made me feel stupid so i delted it!

oh gosh this is true

Wed, 29 Sep 2004 15:45:32 GMT

♥Stephanie and ♥Shawn

Might have some robot girls.
Can't wait to slow dance at every opportunity.
Would volunteer to be the two responsible for re-populating the planet.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

Mon, 27 Sep 2004 18:59:49 GMT

Just wanted to say al is going well.
I am doing well, i am getting excited for oct my fav time of yesr!
i HAVE FIVE BOXES OF HALLOWEEN STUFF!
ANY way i am off to lunch...hope everyone is well.

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 17:46:38 GMT

stolen from sweetcharity

"Make 3 statements about yourself, 2 must be TRUE and 1 must be FALSE.

I have to figure out which one is FALSE"

I may not answer right away because I'll be in and out all afternoon but, I'll answer them as quickly as I can!!

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 23:59:10 GMT

i am not alone the world is fat and I am too hahaha
j/k i am down 21.5 lbs woo hooo
ok i am so gone i am tired and sick and going home.

Hey Guys be careful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 05:44:05 GMT

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DO NOT OPEN THIS LINK! IT'S A VIRUS!
Please, post this in your personal journal and in your communities, even if it's off-topic for the community. This is very important.

I know this isn't something family guy related, but the more people aware - the better. Please post this in your own LJ to let other users know. Thanks! :)

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 19:06:08 GMT

this is new this is new
i was sick of my old one now i am happy to have this one!

This is new!

Fri, 17 Sep 2004 19:02:52 GMT

I was going to exspire. on my other journal. so this is new.

What High School Stereotype are You?
Name / Username
You are the	bully
People think you are	a fire cracker in bed
You will end up	married with six children

This cool quiz by Panderbear - Taken 1613 Times. </a>